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21 December 2009 @ 11:47 pm
Christmas  
Fuck it.
Seriously, fuck it this year.
All I feel can do for the season this year is be there. The 25th December is not a good day anymore, but I am going to try and be there for the people around me.
It will have been a year since Rentrer en Soi's last ever live, and 6 months since the death...
The year has gone by so quickly and I can't wait for the next ten days to get over and done with.
I don't know what I am expecting from 2010 but let's face it, how can it get worse?
I wish I could just leave England, leave everything I have here and piss off somewhere else.
Possibly why I am determined to have my day trip to Paris when Student Loan comes in. It might only be for a day but it's a day out of the country.

The snow is still falling.
Lightly but it's still coming.
I like to think it's him right now, reminding us of the beauty that this world can give.
 
 
Current Location: In my head
Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: Ghosts - Michael Jackson
 
 
 
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withoutuiwitherwithoutuiwither on December 22nd, 2009 12:09 am (UTC)
And the snow is him sending it back! Oh snow... you are so beautiful but at the same time so very sad...

*hughugs*

Yes, let us hate Christmas together, sitting and complaining about it all!
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withoutuiwitherwithoutuiwither on December 22nd, 2009 12:19 am (UTC)
My mum had just been complaining constantly about it, and I can't understand how anybody can do that. It makes everything look so clean and perfect!

I love that moment, when you run out in big boots and just ruin the virgin snow!

It seem's this a year to either love it or hate it. I have tried to get into the christmas spirit but it is always very short lived.
♪♫『MELODY 』♫♪underthesin on December 22nd, 2009 12:14 am (UTC)
I'm more than sure it's just that.

I miss him.
withoutuiwitherwithoutuiwither on December 22nd, 2009 12:20 am (UTC)
If we do have a white christmas, it cannot simply be a coincidence.

I miss him too.
rave_andourave_andou on December 22nd, 2009 11:41 pm (UTC)
I only hate the snow because it all but stopped me leaving the country >>


ANd honey Ne you should come on holiday with me next summer we should save and rent out a Gite for a few days down our usual way^^ it would be nice